The Birth of Existing Twins

When I can't love myself = I am eager to love myself

Knowing myself was sometimes considered a blessing and sometimes the purest conceit.

When the way I wanted to be was not in line with my true self, it caused me the greatest pain.

But the moment I accepted my darkest self, all my suffering was set free. Because believing is free and literally free.

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​My other being was always there, and that being was always with me, but was ignored. That being is now with me, so the twins who were are now one and two, three and one. Sometimes five, sometimes ten. This is the birth of the twins who always existed.

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It was a journey that contained the process of accepting and loving myself. Of course, just because the project is over doesn't mean I completely love myself. Accepting my shortcomings and living each day with love is life. However, the process of starting was such a meaningful time for me, so I captured that moment in real time in this project. I wrote new songs every day, and uploaded the songs that I was most drawn to one by one, and in the end, it was a line where the dots of the journey to love myself were connected. 

It was the lowest and darkest, but also the most beautiful and pure time. 

Do I wanna do it again?

Absolutely not. I won't repeat it.